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You all know what I think of Dogz and his behaviour

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And I'm sure a great deal of members know what I think of you.

While I post more than you, It is not intentional, members know I have OCD and cannot help my posts, I feel to join in is a nice thing to do.

You come back here with your whimpering/pathetic ways, well it doesn't wash with me, YOU were the one person(?) who actually wished cancer on a member of my family, you did this at a time when my late sister was dying, you should be eternally ashamed of yourself, It's obvious this apology from you meant nothing...

From: PHOENIX
Received: 12/22/04 02:50 PM
Dear diamondogz,

I know, and would understand if you could not forgive me for what I said that time. Maybe you won't even believe me when I say that I have deep regrets about it. That's part of the reason I'm leaving.

I am sorry man. It makes me sick to think about what I said, even though I was trying to act like an idiot. The whole PHOENIX period is something I regret now. I myself have recently lost someone to cancer, and even though talking in the way may be unforgiveable I hope you'll believe my sincere apologies, not just for that, but for acting like a jerk the entire time.

I'm not expecting you to like me, or to forgive me, but could you reconsider posting that reminder even though I deserve it? When I realised the magnitude of what I'd done that time I deleted it out of a sense of shame, and it's with further shame that I admit I should have apologised properly and right away.

I actually do admire that you have been yourself during your time here. At one time I was annoyed by some things you did, but they are a far way away from the shit I did.

Again, I'm sorry.

Yours -- Manfred

Either shut up or go.




London Bye Ta-Ta...