You've gotten old these
past
few
years
and i had looked forward
so much to see the stardust glow in your
eyes
from face first finality
i fell
to my knees
and my head throbbed in angst
i live in a delicious wonderworld where you are eternal,
you see
and i feel as though i have been left out
i don't regret not knowing you sooner
only that i didn't realise you were mortal
my,
how i love your hair in its mess
i am so angry at you
at me
at me
i have been left alone in some stardust and i can't accept that
i need you
don't you understand
i want you to save me from my sorry little life
your voice
your damn voice in my heart mind blood hands
i can't let you go now
so
there's something i want you to know as we are descending this rich green
hill of yours:
i've loved you
and i love you
even now.
as your psychedelic fragile beauty slips
i shall keep you somewhere between my heart and mind
as you have given me my
flying
lessons.
