First? song written by David Bowie.
Thanks to Anders Mellerborg for providing these lyrics.
I don't know why, but I'm tired of my mind Pain is over me, over loading I don't know why, but you're trying to be kind Take off your silver smile, throw your head back And cry, ahhh... I don't believe, but I'm trying to decide Which game is best for me, which can I bear You don't perceive, so I'm leading you away Home where you've never been, non-returning So cry, ahhh... Throw a rock upon a road, and it breaks into pieces Shake a branch upon the snow, the sun is defeated Pull the curtains on yesterday, and it seems so much later Put a bullet in my brain, and I make all the papers Ahhh... I don't know why, but I'm tired of my life The clouds are in my eyes, overtaking Ahhh..."